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You are almost three months old! Congratulations to both of
us for surviving newborn days, yay! Four more days and you will an infant, officially—still
my little princess. These days I guess you realized there is more to life. Gone are the days of just eating, sleeping, crying, and pooping now that you have
discovered you can do better than that. You also discovered that there is
actually a nice world outside our window. You love it to stay
outside and hangout with your Lolo Paquit (both of you are always having a good
time together every single day). Sometimes if the weather would allow us, we go
outside to meet the sunrise as early as six in the morning do. I love watching you
just as much as you love the leaves, the sunlight, the wind, the rocky road and
the chirping birds outside
Little princess, we are indeed in a big and a wide world.
Soon you will realize that the world where I brought you is not exactly as I promised
you and not exactly as stunning as the surrounding shows. You should know the
world has its way and we have nothing to do with it but to find our own ways to
be perfect in our own senses. The rain would mean anything so do the sunshine,
later you will understand. Life is all about dealing difficulties first before
having a trouble-free existence—beyond doubts, to live is not easy. Life is all about surviving and surpassing
obstacles one after another. Unending as it seems and tiring it may be but you
have to live your life and keep moving. You should learn to be strong. There are
many things I would like you to understand and you will learn those little by
little, perhaps we can learn some things together. There are many paths I took
which I am hoping you‘d never take. There are choices I preferred in life that I
hope will never be your option.
But today is just too early to discuss all
those bits and pieces of life that would make us good, we can not actually
learn all those at once… we are going to pick them one by one as we journey. Hey!
You are only three months old (2months 3weeks and 6days) so let us learn things gradually,
as slowly as we can s while enjoying each other’s company.
In the next nine months, you will be learning many things
and be skilled first at holding objects, sitting crawling, balancing until you
can stand on your own tiny feet and then walk a little step. Moreover, I am
still ok with your own words, I totally understand you every time you demand
something but I'll be happier when you can learn words the soonest (no pressure) that will help us be
aware of each other’s wants and needs easily. Yes baby, our communication is still
on a rough, it took me guts to guess what you want especially when you scream
and when you started to get wild J
have I told you that you get so irritated easily and when you cry you really
cry big time. You are really giving me a hard time and your grand father always
saves you, I mean saves me from you *grin*. When will I ever learn to cuddle to make you calm
aside from giving you your milk?
We started another count down—16 good nights and we are home
with your papa and with the rest of the Miranda. We still have no idea what our
life would be like with them but lets just do our very best to get along. Quite
a challenge for someone likes your mama but I will be doing well for you. Everyone
out there gets so excited that you will finally be home and some people around
us right now feels the other way around. Either way I am hoping this will be
good for you.
I am also counting down days to your baptismal day. Forty-seven
more days and you will be a Christian.
The plan so far:
- Church: San Antonio Biñan
- Possible venue: Enchanted Kingdom
- Number of guest: 100
- Godparents: were already informed (hopefully)
- Souvenir: a palm rosary made of light green beads
- Baptismal gown: something comfortable to wear; None yet
- Invitation: print some pieces
- Slide show will be presented during the event: random pics and songs (my wish and one love by acel Bisa; trying to find more songs)
I am not actually sure how possible this event will be but
we are going to make it as simple as possible. The day will be so special as
long as good friends and families will join us. Sad to say those who are
important to me is not willing to celebrate because they think they have no
right to rejoice over your christening due to some moral obligation. *sigh*
such a big deal on my part but for the meantime we will respect them. Someday
we can prove them that we are also capable of building a good family. Our life
must go on… your baptismal ceremony will be one of the most important events in
our life—perhaps even next to you arrival because it will be the moment we’ll publicly
present you to God and a special day to affirm that you are going to join the His family. We really have to respect them with their decision. We are going
to be fine baby. Mama, Papa, and the rest of the family (both sides despite all
the worries) are so glad to have you—you have to believe me.
I love you so much my baby :)
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| Life is wonderful, a simple reminder... |
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| You are simply wonderful, love you more! |
